Grey Mindset


4:00 AM: I am beginning to wonder if there is some sort of significance to this time. I always wake up at this particular time before being rudely awakened by my step mom as she screams at my little brother to get up. I don’t get it. It’s not like I have anything to do then. Most nights when I wake up at this time, I just kind of lay there, staring at the ceiling. That, or I am thinking about a weird dream I had, prior to waking up.

Maybe I’m not awake at all. It’s hard to tell these days, being an insomniac. I never sleep well. Without sleeping pills, I would be up until that dreadful hour that I keep waking up at.  Most nights, I don’t want to go to sleep at all. I don’t know why. It’s not like being awake makes it any better…

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Author: K. Ryan

My name is Krysta Ryan and I am a student at Ashford University seeking a bachelor's degree in Journalism and a bachelor's degree Mass Communication. I am from Cincinnati Ohio in which my professional experiences include Executive Management within the nonprofit sector and worked as a Social Media Manager which allowed me to gain a working knowledge of writing for newer digital platforms.

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